What is Avoidance Behavior? An Explainer

Understanding Grief / Understanding Grief : Eleanor Haley

Our experiences are complex, but for the sake of simplicity, let’s break them down into two separate categories – inside experiences and outside experiences. 

  • Outside experiences include everything that happens outside of us like sensory input, social interactions, the places we go, the things we do, the events that make up our lives, and so on.
  • Inside experiences include everything inside our bodies and brains – like our physical sensations, thoughts, and emotions. 

Our outside and inside experiences are closely linked. So the things that happen outside of us trigger specific thoughts and emotions inside of us. 

For example, if I were to tell a joke and the people around me laughed (outside experience), I might feel a sense of confidence or joy (inside experience). Or, in the more likely scenario (for me), if I tell a joke, and no one laughs (outside experience), I might feel mortified and stupid (inside experience).

But we can also reverse the sequence, so our inside experiences (thoughts, feelings, or general mood) impact our outside experiences.

For example, suppose I’m put on the spot to give a speech at my best friend’s wedding. I hate giving speeches, especially on the fly, so I immediately experience a rush of fear and feel like vomiting (inside experience). When I stand up to speak, my nerves get the best of me and I freeze for what seems like ages and then stumble over my words(outside experience).

We’ve discussed how inside experiences can bias outside experiences in depth in the article The Grief Lens and It’s Impact on Outlook.

Outside vs Inside: Who’s in charge?

Though our outside experiences are important, our inside experiences drive the bus. As humans, we seek outside experiences that lead to positive inside experiences, and we avoid outside experiences that lead to unpleasant inside experiences.

This equation, if we may call it that, is pretty straightforward a lot of the time.

  • Drinking a cold glass of water on a hot day = pleasant –> hydrate!
  • Scoring a goal in your favorite sport = pleasant –> practice and repeat!
  • Getting the stomach flu = unpleasant –> Yuck, avoid germs if possible!
  • Someone laughing at you (not with you) = unpleasant –> Avoid potentially embarrassing situations

Simple enough – right? Well…sometimes.Unfortunately, it isn’t always this easy because we are complex, and so are our experiences.

Unpleasant vs Pleasant Experiences: Which wins?

Most situations aren’t all good or all bad. So you often have to tolerate feeling, or at least risk feeling, something you don’t like to experience the rewards of feeling something you do like. In these instances, you may have to decide what’s more important to you: avoiding the negative or experiencing the potentially positive.

You may not realize it, but many of our behaviors result from the (largely unconscious) decision to either avoid potential pain or move towards potentially meaningful, fulfilling, valued, or pleasurable experiences. For example, let’s say I’m single and ready to find a partner and settle down, but I hate the idea of experiencing rejection. So I have to decide, which inside experience will dictate my choices? Is the idea of falling in love worth risking rejection? Or do I stay single and avoid the possibility of ever feeling unloved and unwanted?

Since this is a grief website, I’ll share a quote from Queen Elizabeth that perfectly sums this up, “Grief is the price we pay for love.” Love is the ultimate example of something we do, knowing that it will cause us great joy and great pain. When we love someone, it’s with the knowledge that we could lose them in life and that we will eventually be parted in death. The only way to avoid ever feeling this pain is to never love and connect with another person.

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Inside Experiences and Avoidance Behavior

When someone finds the possibility of experiencing unpleasant thoughts or emotions so intolerable that they let this fear guide their choices and behaviors –this is avoidance. The key difference between avoidance and non-avoidance behavior is that avoidance behavior seeks to minimize or escape painful or thoughts and emotions at all costs.

Occasional avoidance behavior makes sense in doses. We all do it from time to time. Sometimes avoiding an experience is inconsequential, and sometimes it makes sense to avoid temporarily. But sometimes it means sacrificing the possibility of experiencing positive thoughts and feelings like happiness, love, comfort, and connection.

Avoidance becomes a problem when it’s a chronic coping mechanism. Here are a few reasons why:

  • When you regularly avoid painful experiences, you never learn how to cope with them. Avoiding these thoughts, emotions, and memories usually won’t make them go away. So ultimately, you have no choice but to keep running from them, which can cause immense anxiety.
  • Some types of avoidance behaviors are quite harmful. For example, isolation and substance abuse.
  • Avoiding potentially painful experiences can prevent you from engaging in experiences that could otherwise be pleasurable, valuable, comforting, supportive, and meaningful (see our example in the section above)

Unfortunately, many of our most potentially positive experiences involve the risk or certainty of also experiencing things like pain, sadness, rejection, embarrassment, failure, or grief. To quote ACT psychologist Steven C. Hayes, 

“Pain and purpose are two sides of the same thing. A person struggling with depression is very likely a person yearning to feel fully. A socially anxious person is very likely a person yearning to connect with others. You hurt where you care, and you care where you hurt.” 

So often a person who tends towards avoidance behavior, may inadvertently find they are closing themselves off from people, places, and experiences that they actually long for because they’re letting fear and avoidance of unpleasant inside experiences guide their behavior.

Avoidance Behavior in Grief

When you are grieving, every person, place, or thing connected with your loss takes on the risk of reminding you of something painful. And in the early days of grief, reminders are everywhere. Not only are they all around you, but they’re inside, too, in your thoughts and memories. Sometimes it seems you can’t even make it through a few hours without feeling punched in the gut by grief. So in these early days, avoidance behavior starts to make a lot of sense.  

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As mentioned, there are times when occasional avoidance behavior is helpful in grief. For example, imagine someone who goes back to work after a loved one’s death and finds seeing the family photos on their desk upsetting. They don’t want to get emotional at work, so as much as they love photos of their loved one, they shut these reminders in a drawer.

It’s okay to take some control over where and when you deal with your grief if you can. You don’t have to give in to emotion every time grief comes calling. As long as you take time to grieve on your own terms and don’t avoid all reminders always, you’re doing okay. However, if you attempt to avoid all reminders, it might begin to create other troubles for you. Some signs that avoidance might be a problem include.

  • Isolating yourself from important people, places, and things.
  • Using substances to avoid feeling or thinking
  • Increased sense of anxiety, worry, or rumination
  • Efforts to avoid all reminders like people, places, objects, and memories

For more on understanding avoidance behavior in grief, check out our article Understanding Avoidance in Grief. And if you see yourself in some of these patterns and are looking for ways to address grief avoidance, check out this article on Addressing Chronic Avoidance of Grief.

We invite you to share your experiences, questions, and resource suggestions with the WYG community in the discussion section below.

We invite you to share your experiences, questions, and resource suggestions with the WYG community in the discussion section below.

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  1. Catherine M. Agnello  July 24, 2022 at 12:46 pm Reply

    I am writing this in July of 2022. It has now been more than 18 months since my son died. It has now been 18 months since my transgender middle child has spoken to me. They have not sent me an email since October of 2021. I have decided to cut off all attempts to contact them, because the pain and rage I feel at this behavior is so overwhelming. I spend a lot of time talking to a therapist about this but I do not see an end in sight. Does anyone have a suggestion about how to get through this?

  2. Lucy  March 30, 2022 at 8:51 am Reply

    I lost my dad 5 months ago . We were extremely close but I don’t feel I have been grieving properly . I have been avoiding all reminders , and still don’t feel it is ‘real’ to be honest . I kept expecting it to hit me but as yet it hasn’t done.
    I had a very intense grief experience many years ago after a bad break-up so I am wondering if my subconscious doesn’t ever want to go through that again and is shutting it out .

  3. Krysten  March 15, 2022 at 7:56 pm Reply

    I wrote about my sister and numbing the pain in the other grief avoidance blog. What I didn’t mention there is how hard it is NOT to keep numbing. Does it get easier? I certainly hope so.
    I have to almost laugh sometimes because people used to tell me how strong I was during the first decade. But the thing they didn’t (and most still don’t) know is that I barely knew where I was, or what day it was. I didn’t cry because I couldn’t feel. When my dependence on religion fell apart, I worked. I took pills. I drank. I acted “normal” because I didn’t want someone to make me stop. I wanted to die but it wasn’t my time. I knew that. Stopping felt like it would kill me.
    My therapist convinced me to go to an IOP. And then my father died unexpectedly. I was already signed up for the program so I went. I stopped using. I detoxed. I white-knuckled it. I learned how to tolerate the discomfort. I cried every day for about 4 months. I met people like me. But there still hasn’t been a length of time in which I don’t miss numbing the pain. I still have a stash, but I haven’t used any. Maybe I will be able to get rid of it at some point.
    The seemingly smallest things wear me out completely. People no longer tell me how strong I am. And I am actually glad about that. It is alot of pressure, and I put enough pressure on myself as it is.

  4. Meli  March 11, 2022 at 1:00 pm Reply

    I have lost 5 people in 5 years; 2 of which were parental figures and 1 not only was my main parent but also my best friend. Cancer, grief, and covid took them from me; and 3 I was there as person in charge and 2 as the person who had to make the decision to keep comfortable until they passed. Life was expected to go on with all of them, as people relied on me. The last death, I can not recover anymore. I am stuck. If not for the Grace of God and my new grandson; grief would have taken me also.

  5. Brenda  January 12, 2022 at 1:46 am Reply

    I lost my father on July 1st 2021 and then I lost my mother on December 25th 2021, and there are times I am happy then sad then mad all at the same time, I just want to be normal again

  6. Tanya S.  January 8, 2022 at 1:47 am Reply

    I am 52 years old and my mother died suddenly on April 29, 2019. I literally stayed high EVERYDAY for the first year. For the past year and a half all i do is work, even on holidays and my days off… It keeps me from thinking about anything that has to do with that day or anything prior to it. I have been mentally exhausted and now i am to the point of physical exhaustion from working so much just to forget. I am literally killing myself and i dont know how to stop. Just commenting here has started an avalanche of pain and tears and i almost regret doing it

    • Litsa  January 29, 2022 at 2:10 pm Reply

      Tanya, I am so sorry these emotions are so overwhelming for you. Please know that learning to tolerate distressing feelings is not something that comes naturally. It is something that you can learn with support and that many people need to work to slowly build. Getting support from a therapist or counselor is such an important step when avoidance has been a default way of coping for so long.

  7. Mary S Mendez  December 28, 2021 at 8:19 pm Reply

    I lost my husband in April of this year its been 8 months and I just dont know how to feel I feel lost and alone I have my children but they have there families and I just feel like I’m all alone I just don’t want to go on without him I’m missing a big piece of him I’m not a whole person anymore

    • Ditto  February 18, 2022 at 8:00 am Reply


  8. Elizabeth Bierkamp  November 29, 2021 at 3:19 pm Reply

    I’m new to the site. I just lost my husband on November 5th. Most days I’m still numb and I don’t know how I’m supposed to be feeling. Today I’m crying and feeling exhausted. I’m confused and not sure how to deal with this. I know that there’s many stages of grief ,I just wanted to see if how I’m feeling is normal.

    • Litsa  December 22, 2021 at 9:09 am Reply

      How your feeling is very normal. There are no set stages or phases of grief – it looks different for everyone, but please know that grief can be up and down, back and forth. It can be physical, emotional, cognitive, and existential. So often people think it is just feelings, but it is so much more. This article might be a helpful place to start. https://whatsyourgrief.com/what-is-normal-in-grief/

  9. Veronica  November 18, 2021 at 1:33 pm Reply

    Glad I found this page. My dad is terribly sick and I feel like I’m already grieving even as he is still alive, I avoid going home too. I rather be away so to not think about it yet fell guilty for being absent. I have to deal with school work too and now that I don’t have a job.

    It’s just a lot, I rather just be on my own feeling lonely n sad. It’s confusing

  10. Wendy  November 18, 2021 at 12:12 pm Reply

    Thank you for this very timely article. I know I’ve been practicing grief avoidance and being hard on myself and your words help me realize im not alone. My son was tragically killed 6 years ago by a semi truck on my mothers birthday. I run away every November 13 to avoid the birthday celebration with the rest of my siblings and spend quiet time with my daughter. I feel guilty for leaving but would feel worse, faking a happy birthday celebration for my mother.
    I’m learning coping skills with every passing year, but it may just take the rest of my life.

  11. Linda Lieber  November 17, 2021 at 1:31 am Reply

    I am 62 years old. Between 1997 and 2006, I buried my entire family. That last one to die was my mom. At that point, I was broken. I do have a brother and sister who are still living, but they do not speak to me. I honestly do not know why. I have reached out to them hundreds of times since 2008. but to no avail. In 2013, I decided to leave NY and moved to New Jersey. I was not here more than six months before I lost the use of my left leg and was put in a wheelchair. The losses I had suffered were compounded immensely by the loss of my independence. I have been here for 8 years. I have no friends, nowhere to go, and no purpose in life. Reading this article caused me to learn about my avoidance behavior. I have been living in isolation since 2014. My anxiety and depression are so bad that I can no longer leave my house. At first my two children kept trying to get me to go out. Now, not to upset me, they come and visit a couple of times a month and we just stay home. I never considered “avoidance”, I always felt like I am stuck in quicksand. How do I learn to grieve these losses? I have been living with the sadness for so long. If anyone can offer some advice, I would be very grateful. Thank you and I am honored to have found this website. God Bless.

    • 7hAndrea  November 30, 2021 at 11:58 am Reply

      Linda I wish I had an easy recipe but there is none. The only way is to face reality. Even if you are sad and you do not want to go out you have to force yourself and go. Face the situation even with the negative emotions. Also try to find a support grieving group or find a therapist to listen to you. Or go to Quora and search. It helps. We have to cry and do not have to pretend you are strong. Society demand us to move on and make that harsh comments as “you should be over grieving your partner, mom, etc.” “it is already a long time, you need to be happy”. But NO, we lost people which gave us sense to our lives, who were part of our shared world and this is really hard. If someday says something like that just answer that you are the only one to define when change your grieving process. However stop leaving your life it is not healthy also then this is the complicate grieving. Life is not fair. That is the way the Universe is and it is nobody fault. Adjust your life according with your reality and find a hobby, anything you like and try little by little. The decision is ours. We do not accept loosing our loved ones or to be in a wheelchair. The only thing you can do is to adapt. It is difficult and it will demand a lot of effort on your side to go forward. But after you give the first step very slowly you start to live again. Make small affordable plans everyday like baby steps and put in a note book and make sure you accomplish them. Like read a book, organize book chelves, reach a friend or talk to the neighbour, things like that. Later try more advanced goals like learning a foreign language, study something in person or online. Now if you see that this would be not possible on your own you need some help as a support group or therapist. Good luck and God give you strength.

    • gabrielle  January 10, 2022 at 11:00 pm Reply

      your story Linda touched me. Loss feels so strong when it comes into our lives I know. I have felt like my life kept tearing things and people from me. Felt like a victim and as you know that never helps us. I also know very well about anxiety and losing your freedom from it.
      I hope your leg gets better but even if you can’t run around do please keep joining in on life with your children. They need you being present in life. It is a gift you still can give to them and to yourself. Dive in ok? Tell the demons you will return later and have a hoedown with them lol. Dont give up. I am here if you need a reach out. Read inspirational books and videos. Gods Speed kiddo

  12. Yolanda jiron  November 15, 2021 at 1:30 pm Reply

    Hi lost my boyfriend of 12 yrs.The morning sep 16 getting ready for work. Came out the bathroom he was .hunched over on the bed. I’ve shed years had funeral. Every day I wake he’s not there. It feels like he’s not gone.Ive gone to grave I feel this deep sobbing comming but all I shed are a few years. I feel a heaviness that I carry, I shed years. But not grief, is it the shock of when I found him, I feel that’s when it changed. Someone have an answer please, what do ?

    • gabrielle rios  January 10, 2022 at 11:04 pm Reply

      I think you experienced not only is loss but trauma. Get some counceling with a trauma therapist and read about traumatic grief. meditate and be aware of what you have gone through friend. talk to a friend about it and right down feelings. get plenty of walks in and listen to soothing music. Cry and dont worry about how much. It is a release and you need to do that. You are not alone. be well

  13. Kristie Townsend  November 8, 2021 at 10:29 pm Reply

    I have experienced this symptom too

    it can become debilitating

  14. Ellen  November 6, 2021 at 6:00 am Reply

    I just read the article on avoidance. I live in Holland , since my husband died at the age of 48, I found WYG on the internet. I’m a psychologist myself. I want to thank you for this great website! I feel very well understood each time I read an article. I recommended your website to others. So well done your information and the way you speak about grief. So again, thank you for your great work!

  15. Elle  November 5, 2021 at 9:52 am Reply

    I’m avoiding going on with my life because I feel I don’t deserve to go on and be happy again. I’m 20 and lost my dad, who was 60, we had the most wonderful relationship, he was my best friend and my mentor, but this past 2 years during the pandemic I discovered a side of him I wasn’t aware of, and I felt hurt and disappointed. Angry thoughts started running through my mind, and I started avoiding him, I started thinking I wouldn’t care if he died, or that my life would be better that way. Those thoughts became recurrent, I was holding on to anger because I didn’t allow myself to be vulnerable. My dad suddenly died a month ago, and that’s when my nightmare began, I didn’t get to say goodbye, I didn’t make any last memories, I forgot that he was my dad, I didn’t understand how permanent death is and what it truly meant, all I did was ignore him and fantasize about him not being in my life anymore, even physically. Who does that? How did I get to have such thoughts? I’m dissapointed in myself, I failed as a daughter, and all I can think about is how ashamed I am for all of this. There’s guilt too, a feeling that is my fault for having such thoughts and dark desires that I know now I never truly meant. But is too late, dad didn’t deserve to die, is not fair, is not fair I had such thoughts and he isn’t here anymore while I have a whole life ahead of me. Thinking about moving on and being happy makes me sick to the stomach because I genuinely feel it’s all my fault.

    • 7hAndrea  November 30, 2021 at 11:36 am Reply

      Elle, now it seems very clear for you to think about the past and pointing out your attitude and blame yourself. But there was no way we could have known you could make thing differently. We do not have a crystal ball and nobody teach us about grief. Our society runs away in talking about it. We never think about death and we get to know what grieve is after going through that. We know people dies but we never can imagine all the pain and the crazy reactions we have. Guilt and regret is a major one mainly when there were issues with the relationship. We plan our lives always choosing a path it will make us happy. We never ever add on this plans that somebody can die or something bad can happen. It is impossible to live thinking about the worst. The Universe and our mind somehow make us not to think about it in order for us to live our dreams. Otherwise we will give up so many things we want in order to change the death prediction. We have no control and no power to predict the future. We did what we knew at that time with the knowledge we had. It is not fair on you to blame yourself now because NOW YOU KNOW what you should have done with your dad. But that time you had no idea. The important is to believe that if he could talk to you he would not blame you at all and maybe he would also blame himself. In the end he would like you to move forward and be happy. He never ever would wish that you stop to live or to live unhappy because of him. Honor him leaving your life. God bless you.

    • Martha Pritchard  December 6, 2021 at 10:55 pm Reply

      I have been experiencing very deep
      Grief from many losses that I refused to grieve when they happened
      I urge you to be very gentle with yourself
      To find one or two trusted people who have successfully survived periods of loss and grief personally and ask for some guidance and support and understanding
      I don’t think this is supposed to be done alone.

    • gabrielle rios  January 10, 2022 at 11:13 pm Reply

      you didn’t choose to find out something that upset you in your relationship with your dad. You also did not choose to loose him either. The shame and guilt you feel are in a crazy way helping you avoid the true sadness of losing your dad. I cannot imaging what you found out but it must have been very painful for you if it pushed him away. I wonder if he knew it and did he try and help you understand? Elle you are young and have a life ahead of you….dont be afraid to feel what you feel but also get help with this and talk it out. You are a loving daughter who lost her dad while going through a hard time. Give yourself some loving comfort and a BREAK please. You did nothing wrong friend. As for losing your dad whom you loved so much??? that is part of a life filled with love. Try hard to embrace all the feelings that go with it. Keep your heart open because it has so much waiting for it in your future. Be well sweetie xo

  16. Penny  November 5, 2021 at 9:21 am Reply

    I haven’t had a service or buried my daughter’s ashes after she died unexpectedly in May 2020. At first the reason was due to covid restrictions and now I simply don’t want to undue all the progress I feel that I have made in my grieving journey. I am now in a place of actually feeling like I can live some sort of life without her now.

  17. Earla Legault  November 5, 2021 at 3:30 am Reply

    HI, well your article couldn’t have come at a better time. I just finished/pressed send (instead of chickening out) an email to my two adult children. It was regarding my niece / their cousin who was like an older sibling to them both. She died two years ago in her mid thirties, just after her first child died in utro at 7 months.

    Still grieving their aunt/my sister’s death, our family have all been so broken up by our hearts breaking and missing our ‘ray of sunshine’ and the new child that we anticipated with open arms. I wrote our children about how I have been avoiding speaking about their cousin, to shelter them and in turn my self of pain. I felt as though I needed to apologize and tell them i will do better, to respect them as the adults they are. It was a lengthy email however i will speak with both of them more open now. I have been doing the grief work regarding my sibling but now with my niece and her baby dying, our family’s tragedy and loss is profound. For the last few years, i kept this quote by Jackie Kai Ellis in my mind. “I made this an exercise in vulnerability. I wanted to be a strong as I could possibly be, by being as vulnerable as I could possibly be.”

    I have especially enjoyed building a relationship now with my nieces’ hubby and his family – lovely wonderful people who also miss my nieces’ loving presence in their lives.

    I appreciate your wise articles such as this one , that will help me navigate this part of life. I want to be respectful of the way my adult children choose to grieve while at the same time, not avoid by becoming detached to my feelings of empathy for their loss. Thank you for sharing your wisdom with us all.

    • gabrielle rios  January 10, 2022 at 11:17 pm Reply

      Earla I am so sorry for your loss. I pray you feel the comfort you need. All my love to you


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