64 Tips for Coping with Grief at the Holidays

Back in the beginning of October I made this random list of 64 things I wish someone had told me about grief.  We got approximately a zillion amazing comments with the things you wish someone had told you about grief to add to the list. With December upon us, your amazing comments have inspired me to make another list. This time about holiday grief, in hopes that we may get a zillion more comments with your thoughts and suggestions for dealing with grief at the holidays.

So here it is – 64 pro-tips for coping with grief at the holidays.  Why 64 things?  Eh, why not 64 things?  Take some. Leave some. Love some. Hate Some.  Then tell us what has worked for you in holidays past, or how you plan to cope with the holidays this year.  Because the holidays are tough for all of us, the least we can do are share our tips and tricks with one another to make the season just a smidge more tolerable.

  1. Acknowledge that the holidays will be different and they will be tough.
  2. Decide which traditions you want to keep.
  3. Decide which traditions you want to change.
  4.  Create a new tradition in memory of your loved one.
  5. Decide where you want to spend the holidays – you may want to switch up the location, or it may be of comfort to keep it the same.  Either way, make a conscious decision about location.
  6. Plan ahead and communicate with the people you will spend the holiday with in advance, to make sure everyone is in agreement about traditions and plans.
  7. Remember that not everyone will be grieving the same way you are grieving.
  8. Remember that the way others will want to spend the holiday may not match how you want to spend the holiday.
  9. Put out a ‘memory stocking’, ‘memory box’, or other special place where you and others can write down memories you treasure.  Pick a time to read them together.
  10. Light a candle in your home in memory of the person you’ve lost.
  11. Include one of your loved one’s favorite dishes in your holiday meal.
  12. Be honest. Tell people what you DO want to do for the holidays and what you DON’T want to do.
  13. Make a donation to a charity that was important to your loved one in their name.
  14. Buy a gift you would have given to your loved one and donate it to a local charity.
  15. If you are feeling really ambitious, adopt a family in memory of your loved one.  This can often be done through a church, salvation army, or good will.
  16. See a counselor.  Maybe you’ve been putting it off.  The holidays are especially tough, so this may be the time to talk to someone.
  17. Pick a few special items that belonged to your loved one and gift them to friends or family who will appreciate them.
  18. Make a memorial ornament, wreath, or other decoration in honor of your loved one.
  19. If you have been having a hard time parting with your loved one’s clothing, use the holidays as an opportunity to donate some items to a homeless shelter or other charity.
  20. Send a holiday card to friends of your loved one who you may regret having lost touch with.
  21. Visit your loved one’s gravesite and leave a grave blanket, wreath, poinsettia, or other meaningful holiday item.
  22. Play your loved one’s favorite holiday music.
  23. If your loved one hated holiday music, that’s okay! Play whatever music they loved.
  24. Journal when you are having an especially bad day.
  25. Skip holiday events if you are in holiday overload.
  26. Don’t feel guilty about skipping events if you are in holiday overload!
  27. Don’t get trapped.  When you go to holiday events, drive yourself so you can leave if it gets to be too much.
  28. Pull out old photo albums and spend some time on the holiday looking at photos.
  29. Talk to kids about the holidays – it can be confusing for kids that the holidays can be both happy and sad after a death.  Let them know it is okay to enjoy the holiday, and it is okay to be sad.
  30. Make a dish that your loved one used to make. Don’t get discouraged if you try to make their dish and you fail.  We’ve all been there (or, at least I’ve been there!).
  31. Leave an empty seat at the holiday table in memory of your loved one.
  32. If leaving an empty seat is too depressing, invite someone who doesn’t have family to spend the holiday with.
  33. Don’t send holiday cards this year if it is too sad or overwhelming.
  34. Don’t feel guilty about not sending holiday cards!
  35. Create a ‘dear photograph’, with a photo of a holiday past.
  36. Skip or minimize gifts.  After a death, material things can seem less meaningful and the mall can seem especially stressful.  Talk as a family and decide whether you truly want to exchange gifts this year.
  37. Put out a photo table with photos of your loved one at holiday celebrations in the past.
  38. Go to a grief group.  When everyone looks so gosh-darn filled with holiday cheer, sometimes it is helpful to talk with others who are struggling.
  39. Skip (or minimize) the decorations if they are too much this year.  Don’t worry, you’ll see plenty of decorations outside your house.
  40. Don’t feel guilty if you skip or minimize the decorations!
  41. Remember that crying is okay.  The holidays are everywhere and who knows what may trigger a cry-fest.  We’ve all been there and it is okay to cry (even if you are in the sock aisle at Target).
  42. Volunteer in your loved one’s memory.
  43.  Let your perfectionism go.  If you always have the perfect tree, perfectly wrapped gifts, and perfect table, accept that this year may not be perfect and that is a-okay.  I know this is easier said than done for you type-As, but give it a try.
  44. Ignore people who want to tell you what you “should” do for the holiday.  Listen to yourself, trust yourself, communicate with your family, and do what works for you.
  45. Seek gratitude.  I am the queen of holiday funks, so I know this is tough.  But try to find one daily gratitude throughout the holiday season.  Write it down, photograph it, share it on facebook.  Whatever.  Just look for the little things.  Here are some tips if you’re struggling with it.
  46. Watch the food.  Food can make us feel better in the short term (damn you, dopamine!) until we feel like crap later that we ate that whole tin of holiday cookies.  Don’t deprive yourself, but be careful that you don’t let food become your holiday comfort.
  47. Watch the booze.  Alcohol can become a fast friend when we are grieving. If that holiday party is getting to be too much, head home instead of to the open bar.
  48.  If you are stressed about making the holiday dinner, ask someone else to cook or buy dinner this year.
  49. If you are stressed about the crowds at the mall, cut back on gifts or do your shopping online.
  50. Splurge on a gift for you. Grief can make us feel a little entitled and self-involved, and that is okay sometimes (within reason, of course).  Splurge on a holiday gift for yourself this year, And make it a good one!
  51. Say yes to help.  There will be people who want to help and may offer their support.  Take them up on their offers.
  52. Ask for help.  If people aren’t offering, ask.  This can be super-hard if it isn’t your style, but it is important.  Asking others to help with cooking, shopping, or decorating can be a big relief.
  53. Have a moment of silence during your holiday prayer or toast in memory of your loved one.
  54. Donate a holiday meal to a family in need through a local church, salvation army, or department of social services.
  55. Identify the people who will be able to help and support you during the holidays and identify who may cause you more stress.  Try to spend more time with the former group and less with the latter.
  56. Make some quiet time for yourself.  The holidays can be hectic, make quiet time for yourself to journal, meditate, listen to music, etc.
  57. Practice self-care.  I know, how cliché.  But it is true – whatever it is that helps you recharge, do it.  You can find some self-care tips here.
  58. Support kids by doing a memorial grief activity together.
  59. Donate altar flowers or other holiday decorations at your place of worship in memory of your loved one.
  60. Prioritize and don’t overcommit.  When the holidays are filled with so many parties, dinners, and events, save your energy for those that are most important. Look at everything you have to do and rank them in order of importance.  Plan for the most important and skip the rest.
  61. Make a list and check it twice.  Grief makes it harder for us to concentrate and remember things.  When you have a lot going on at the holidays, make a list even if you aren’t usually a list-maker, and write things on the calendar.
  62. Skip it.  Really.  If you just can’t face the holiday it is okay to take a break this year.  Before you get to this extreme, consider if you could just simplify your holiday.  If you do skip, still make a plan.  Decide if you will still see friends or family, go see a new movie, or make another plan.
  63. Enjoy yourself! The holidays will be tough, but there will also be love and joy.
  64. Remember, it is okay to be happy – this doesn’t diminish how much you love and miss the person who isn’t there this holiday.  Don’t feel guilty for the joy you do find this holiday season.
  65. Leave a comment with your holiday suggestions.  Subscribe and we’ll send more great grief stuff right to your inbox.  
March 28, 2017

62 responses on "64 Tips for Coping with Grief at the Holidays"

  1. This will be my first Christmas without my husband. He died January 11 2018 due to massive heart attack brought on by complications of diabetes. Our 3 adult children were with him all through the time he was admitted to hospital, January 6, till he passed. I know this will be hard but we have working through it. November 13 is his birthday. I’m going to try to get a cake for us in honor of him.

  2. I think this is among the most significant info for me. And i am glad reading
    your article. But should remark on few general things, The website style
    is wonderful, the articles is really nice : D. Good job, cheers

  3. We lost our son January 31,2017 and he was sixteen years old. He had a smile that would light up a room. I did many of the things on your list and we made it through Christmas. Everyday I think of hi I’m and wish he was here. But he is with God now and that was his plan. I don’t think it will ever get easier, you just have to learn to push forward for those still here and for yourself. I will see him again and I will always have him in my heart.

  4. I lost a brother through a massive stroke just before Christmas 1983. He was only 46. At his funeral, the minister said something which I will never forget and which helped me to cope. He said that we need to respect the way a person chose to live his/her life. To me, that means to respect his karma. We need to do that for the living as well. If we know someone whose lifestyle is harming them, we can point out what could be the result of their choice, but if they continue, then, in my opinion, we have to respect their choice and not persevere in trying to change their karma, which could thereby negatively affect our own. I’m not saying we should not try to help, just that if they choose not to accept help, it’s OK to stand back but be ready to help if they later change their mind. Above all, I wish you all peace.

  5. I lost my only daughter, Shea in August of 2011, she was 22. Nothing gets easier or less painful, actually just the opposite. I feel like I’m just existing going through life day by day, I have no motivation at all, I try hard, I really do, for her daughter, my beautiful granddaughter, it’s bittersweet. I get to raise her and my focus is on her and making sure she stays happy, she also lost her daddy a year and a half later from a motorcycle accident, poor thing, she has been through so much and hasn’t even begun to process it all. Anything I get from you I read it, sometimes over and over. The pain of course doesn’t get lighter, you just learn to adjust to each new day and do your best to get through it. I talk about Shea all the time, somehow it kinda makes me feel as though she’s still here. I know she’s not but it helps me. Holidays suck! Halloween and Christmas are Shea’s favorites, I guess I thought the world would stop when I lost her, like mine did, but it didn’t and hasn’t. I know, I ramble, I miss her terribly, I will give your list a try and do my best to stay positive. Please keep anything you have coming, I look forward to it

  6. my husband passed 2 months ago and for the last 3.5 years he was terminally ill and although I feel I have been grieving his loss for that long, since he passed I just feel like I’m on an island alone. Even though I’m getting emotional support from various groups and individuals, I’m missing my beloved every minute of every day. Most people….they just don’t “get it”. I stay away from those people and stick with others who understand the experience.

  7. I’ve never seen your website before. I lost my husband of 10 years on July 15, 2017. It was a second marriage for both of us and we felt that we knew each other for a long long time. As if everything was in place for us to be together to enjoy our lives. I’m 64. My husband was 68. We were so very very happy. We enjoyed the same things and looked at life the same way. We had such plans to enjoy our upcoming retirement back home where he was raised. I feel as if there is nothing left for me. The holidays mean nothing. All I want to do is cry. It doesn’t make a difference where I am or what I am doing. I miss him with all my heart and soul. I feel like an outsider looking in no matter what I do or where I am. Thanks for the suggestions. All I can say is I will try.

  8. Before my mother died in February of this year, I spoke to her about leaving me ways of knowing she was still with me. I asked her to leave flower petals or leaves in the house and I would know she was there and with me always. I now have a mason jar filled with all the leaves we have found in bedrooms, in the cars, and in places where leaves don’t just blow in. It brings us all comfort to find those leaves and we are collecting them everyday. I’m so thankful that we have that connection to her now.

  9. Thank you for this it has changed my thinking and dragged me into a better more positive change of mind. I am volunteering over the Christmas period at the hospice, having a Christmas pudding with brandy sauce, I have bought a ring that my late husband would have loved me to have, I shall raise a glass of gin and tonic his favourite drink in his honour, and have decided to buy a living Christmas tree decorate it and then plant it in his memory in the garden where he would see it from his favourite chair. Bless you.

  10. Please inbox me more on grief

  11. This is great! I lost my son Andy in 2011, he was 22. Each year gets harder, with last being the worst yet. We do several things on the list and will try some more this year:)

  12. I have never been the same since my mom passed away in May of 2013. She has been gone 4and a half years now and I still cry everyday. I can’t wait to see her in heaven again someday.

    • Mary, if the grief is so hard after 4 years you may be experiencing something called Complicated Grief. Please Google it, there is help for you to feel better. I wish you all the best.

  13. I just found your site and thanks for the suggestion. We lost our only daughter 10 years, December 23rd. Our lives have found solace in our precious memories and just knowing that she isn’t suffering from cancer anymore. She was only seventeen when she died…it was heartbreaking. But I wanted to share with everyone, don’t allow anyone to tell you how long, or when to greive. Your grief will be a part of you for a very long time. But in saying that I must say this…give yourself permission TO LIVE. Yes, your heart is broken. Yes, there will be days you don’t want to do anything but cry. But give yourself permission to live again. Go outside and enjoy anything that gives you pleasure…the blue sky, the falling leaves, the grass, anything…find comfort in anything that will allow your heart and your mind to enjoy again. It will take time, but it will get better. Will your heart heal completely, I doubt it. But you can live a productive and loving life again…if you only give it a chance. I have the love of my husband and my two sons…it is perfect…no, Britt isn’t here. But I have decided to put grief in its proper perspective and I have decided that I want to live. I will live a life and I will give myself permission to love my family, to love my life and to love the memories of my precious girl. I miss her so…and yes, there are days, even after ten years, that are filled with tears. This Christmas season give yourself the best gift you can give yourself, and that is to live a life that would bless your departed loved one. Give yourself a life of love, forgives, happiness and peace. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you all. Blessings, Melodie
    Remembering Brittany Kiara Boone April 14, 1989-December 23, 2006

    • Thank you. I found comfort in your inspiring words. My husband died a year ago and it’s tough, he was a gorgeous tough Aussie who was an inspiration to me in how he handled his illness, with quiet unassuming courage so I’m trying to be tough too and live the way he would want me to. He sends me messages and I believe yours was one of them. Thank you,. Linda

  14. I lost my sister this June. Two days after my grandson was born.. She was so happy for me. I miss her so much. I was so list most of the summer. My boyfriend said I had to remember the good times and how my grandson was sunshine she brought me before she died. On the nite of her 3rd month since pasted I cried to my boyfriend Bob how much I missed her. The next day Bob call me and we made dinner plans. As I went to his home things felt different. I went in and thought it was quite. Usually he greeted me. I went upstairs and found him on the floor. He was already gone. We talked of death the night before. I never got to tell him how much I loved him and how happy he made me. We were just starting to rebuild a life as we are older. It was memorial day weekend for my sister and Labor Day weekend for Bob. I am trying to be positive for Christmas with my new Grandson. Bob told me not to let death linger on and think of all the good times and never forget. I’m trying to be strong like he told me that last nite we talked. As I write this I know he is saying, live on through me and be strong. I’m trying. May there be peace and love through this holiday for all who are grieving. And remember to cherish your memories. Happy Holidays,. Pam

  15. I lost my sister this June. Two days after my grandson was born.. She was so happy for me. I miss her so much. I was so list most of the summer. My boyfriend said I had to remember the good times and how my grandson was sunshine she brought me before she died. On the nite of her 3rd month since pasted I cried to my boyfriend Bob how much I missed her. The next day Bob call me and we made dinner plans. As I went to his home things felt different. I went in and thought it was quite. Usually he greeted me. I went upstairs and found him on the floor. He was already gone. We talked of death the night before. I never got to tell him how much I loved him and how happy he made me. We were just starting to rebuild a life as we are older. It was memorial day weekend for my sister and Labor Day weekend for Bob. I am trying to be positive for Christmas with my new Grandson. Bob told me not to let death linger on and think of all the good times and never forget. I’m trying to be strong like he told me that last nite we talked. As I write this I know he is saying, live on through me and be strong. I’m trying. May there be peace and love through this holiday for all who are grieving. And remember to cherish your memories. Happy Holidays,. Pam

  16. Thank you for these suggestions. My husband died in April. Thanksgiving was numbing. Our anniversary is Christmas Eve. We were married for 33 years. I’ve had a good week since April , but the depths of despair are evident again. Thanks for the suggestions. It justifies my actions during Thanksgiving and will alleviate the guilt in staying in the comfort of my home this Christmas. God bless you!

  17. My sister/bestfriend took her life Christmas of 2014. It feels awkward to celebrate.

    • Out of the Darkness walks assist in the healing. I’ve volunteered for the past 9 years and it helped my husband in the healing of his sister’s suicide. One of the biggest walks is here in Va Beach, VA. Please visit the website!

  18. Thank you so much for this post on handling grief during the holidays. It is meaty but easy to read. I am a life coach and wrote a post about coping with loss through the holidays. http://www.rklifecoach.com/coping-with-loss-during-the-holidays/ I really appreciate being able to link to you post in post to give my clients additional resources. Thank you!

  19. It will 1 year on December 9, 2015 since our daughter Audrey was welcomed to her heavenly home. It has been a difficult year without her. I have coped with the loss of a sister, a Dad and a Mom but the loss of our daughter is just overwhelming. I can be OK and suddenly break into tears as I am doing now. Audrey brought so much to our family. She was the 3rd of 4 children and she was in the center of all our lives in various ways. She left behind a husband and a daughter 22 years old. I think so often of all the things a Mom and daughter share and it grieves me that my granddaughter will not have this. I could go on and on of all that I am feeling but the result is all the same, a very empty hole in my life.

  20. How hard it is to cope this time of year. Lost my 23 year old granddaughter in July due to the negligence of the driver of a tractor trailor. We raised she and her twin brother since they were 4 so seems more like losing a daughter. One thing that has helped has been joining a prayer group at out church. Praying for others has helped my own healing process. It is still hard to live with self imposed guilt and regret, the woulda,shoulda, coulda’s. It is hard to come to grips that as parents or loved ones this is something we can’t “fix”. All we can do is be here for each other.

  21. this will be our first holiday without my son. He passed in jan. of this year. we will be doing things differently and will try to enjoy those family and friends we will be celebrating with. my son was 36 years old and he took his own life. we do have an angel among us and that is our first grandchild, a little boy. he has helped us all through this hard time.

  22. My name is Miley Edith i want you all to join me to thank the great man that help me to restore my Married with my husband who dump me for another Girl for 3 months because the Girl had money, at first i never believed Prophet Osula Ogwa will be able to help me win Nelson back from this other Girl but because i still love him and i need him back in my life, i worked and follow his instruction and it surprise me that after working with him, Nelson called me and ask me to forgive and forget the past that he still love me and that was how my husband came back for good. So with this great work done for me by Prophet Osula Ogwa of whom i promise to always share his good work to the whole wide world and if any body is out there passing through any relationship difficulties should kindly contact him via Email [email protected]

  23. It was just this last August 8th, 2016, that my five year younger sister, Alycia, suddenly died. She had surgery two weeks before, but although recovery seemed to be going ahead very nicely, she suddenly had abdominal pain and severe nausea.
    Of course, she was transported back to the hospital, but there, things became worse and worse, even though valiant efforts were made. In our family, we had often spoken of “what kind of death would we want?” By that, do we want every effort to continue by the medical staff, or do we want to stop those efforts (DNR) and be allowed to die on our own. Every one of us said to all the others, we want to die on our own if medical attempts to help were not successful. We promised each other that our wishes would be granted. Her wishes were granted. I am now 77, my sister, was 72. Frankly, I expected to be the one to go first, but that is not how it ended. Perhaps the grief of adult sister (or brothers) can be overlooked and not thought of as important as those of married couples and siblings. We had association and friendship since our young childhoods, gone through difficult times together, and even like Alycia and me, recently shared a home together. So now, the house is deafeningly silent, unless I’m talking to myself, have the TV on or visiting friends have stopped by. Yes, grief is present, and lots of tears as well. (I should own stock in the tissue company! 🙂 My sister’s absence is sometimes overwhelming, at other times it is more subtle, but it is still there. I also feel the financial crunch of being the only one trying to keep our home, paying bills, making repairs, etc. I do not want to move, but in time, it may become inevitable. So, when you see a surviving brother or sister, give them a hug. I do miss hugs and being touched. I keep recent pictures of her throughout the house, she makes me smile…and that is good. Being around more than three quarters of a century does have its advantages. I have been on the “grief train” many times, I know what my pattern is like, how I react and that I will survive. I will not push myself to do things by anyone elses schedule, I will allow time to laugh and cry, time to reflect with joy and sadness, and give my aging body time to rest. She was a great sister, fun to be with, compassionate, and most of all, a dear, dear “real” friend.

  24. It has been 7 months since my daughter lost her boyfriend. He died in a fishing accident 1 week before their son was born. He was only 25 years old, and the nicest young man you would ever meet. The grief between the 2 families is astounding. We got through the holidays and New year’s Day which would have been his Birthday, but today is Mother’s Day and my daughter spent most of it in a chair in the family room sobbing. I am so depressed because I just don’t know what to say to her. As men we think our purpose is to fix and repair things, and that goes for all aspects of life, but I just can’t fix this and I feel like I am letting her down. I hate all the cliches like ” It will get better” or “Time will heal things” so I just pat her on the back and pray that she will get better. Thanks for all these postings.

  25. Thank you so much for these ideas. I’m going to use them for this years holiday in honor of my mother. She passed in July 2013, and the battle with family members kept me from grieving. However, this year I will devote it to her memory. I miss her so much and still love her. She was the only family I had as all relations with my sisters stopped after my mother’s death.

  26. I lost my Great Grandpa in Feb 2010. He was my hero. Then in July of 2010, I became a widow. I was 25 and had to learn how to be a single mother to 2 beautiful children. Long story short I got engaged to be married in 2012. My fiance lost both of his grandmothers and his Mother in 2013. His mom was like my mom , we were very close. So I just hlt a new house and things are finally going my way , I turned 30 this November and I thought this new year was going to be the one. I get the call from my aunt that I need to get 7 hours away ASAP. I made it time to say goodbye to my Nana , the woman who raised me and my whole family was in the room when we had to take her off of life support. It was mortifying. That was 12-20-2014
    On January 8th 2015 my grandpa lost his battle with kidney cancer. I did not make it in time to say goodbye and the guilt is eating me up. Not much helps me these days considering I have 2 services to attend 7 hours away and have to travel with 3 children and stay in a hotel. Stress, grief and anxiety don’t mix well. I’ve been staying busy with little projects,, such as painting, gardening, yard work, cleaning, arts and crafts, going to the shooting range and.hunting for aggots at the beach. The list was very nice and I will definitely use it for next years holiday . wish I would’ve seen this sooner.

  27. My husband of 37 years died 6 weeks ago today. I found your site today as I was looking for some ideas on how to cope. Some of the things you suggested I’ve done. My husband Loved Christmas – he was the biggest kid of all. I knew right away that this holiday would be a challenge. I tried going to a Christmas concert with my brother and his wife. I thought it would help but it made it worse. I’ve minimized what I do but have 3 young grandchildren and for them I need to make the holidays good. I will spend the days around Christmas at my children’s homes which will help some. I still cry endless amounts every day. Thank you for this site and the chance to share.

  28. My 22 yr old Bobby was killed in 2012 This holiday will be the 3 rd since his passing His birthday is Dec 22 I just can’t seem to stop the abyss of despair I was hoping to do better this year but totally not feeling it

  29. My husband of 33 years, passed away in October of this year. Sometimes I don’t feel like there is enough oxygen in the entire world for me to breathe. Not only do you have to deal with the grief of loosing my husband, but it’s the realization that I am now the only person do deal with life. I am sick, with just a cold, but it’s the first time in my adult life there is no one. No one to go to the store, no one to ask if I am feeling better, and yet I keep going. I sound like I am whining, and the truth is, I am. I HATE cancer, I hate I am alone, I hate the holidays are here and there is an empty seat that no one can fill…and I hate that I am not happy. My soul, my heart, my being is empty. These things help, if not for me, those who around me. Thanks for posting.

  30. Thank you for all these suggestions. My wife and I have already considered some of them. Our only son died unexpectedly just 6 weeks ago. My Mom died this past February. He was only 26 and the picture of health. He was a diabetic and died of diabetic coma. My Mom was 90 and had Alzheimer’s the last 9 years. She’s been gone for a long time. I am overwhelmed over my son. I have been a Pastor for 39 years and my wife is the Chaplain for our local hospice. Over the years I’ve done dozens of death notifications, over 600 funerals, and a number of murders. My wife and I have worked all this time helping others. Part of our problem is we know all the questions. But we also know there are no answers. Since our sons death only one friend has been in our home. PIeople wanted to “bring us a meal” and then leave. I finally told them we would rather go out and be with people. I am on medical leave from the Pastorate but continue ministry out of my home, which makes me isolated. I’m very lonely. Went out and volunteered with a Christmas gift program today. It was just too much wrapping presents for children. I just kept thinking about my son. He was full of life, loved the outdoors, left a trail of friends everywhere he lived. I have few friends. Tomorrow my small family will gather. There are only 7 of us. Neither my sister or brother had children. We will be with our daughter, eating at a public restaurant. I don’t have the energy to do more than the usual chores. On top of this I’m on medical leave for bipolar disorder. For the last several years I’ve been stable and am afraid this will set off a major depressive episode. Next week I will be seeing both my Psychiatrist and Psychologist. I need to be around people, but then I feel over whelmed. I’m not mad at God but am mad that my son didn’t take care of his diabetes. He didn’t call 911 as a previous episode had left him in serious debt. He didn’t want any more debt.
    Sorry to ramble, just need to talk. This web site was referred to me and I appreciate the suggestions and help. Thank you.

    • Robert, there are no words and no easy answers to healing grief, as I am sure you and your wife well know. That said, connecting with others can be incredibly important. If you are feeling isolated alone, consider a group for parents who have lost children. It is a great way to mot only meet other people, but to meet others who have similar losses. Art and creative expression can be another way to express the complex emotions of grief, especially if you have some time of that you can dedicate to exploring these sorts of expression.

  31. My husband died 4 months ago, we were married 45 years, I don’t want christmas this year and I’ve told all my family, some think i should just try, but I want no tree or anything as i have so many memories tied into putting up the tree. My children are grown and understand and say mom do just what you can. I still cry every day and night, I have no idea yet what christmas day will be like, I said I’m staying home alone, I feel if my husband can’t have christmas then i don’t want it either.

  32. Help? Lost my 2nd son on Jan. 2nd of this year. Youngest son will be stationed overseas by thanksgiving. Do not want to spend Christmas at home with missing two family members. husband and young daughter are open to being away but what if I have to have a plan b due to finances??? And what do I do on the anniversary of my son’s death?? Please advise?

  33. My world came crashing down all around me on March 7, 2004. When I lost my ONLY two children and (my best friend) my ex- husband and his new wife of only two years. When they were ALL killed in a horrific car accident involving a tractor trailer that actually ran over top of them. My daughter was 10 and my son was 6 at the time of there passing. Even though it has been 10 years and we had to deal with court also, he was convinced and spent 4 years in prison. That is alot more to this case then I’m letting you know at least at this time. It would take me a long time to explain and not sure that I have enough space to tell you all of it any way. I have a hard time with all of the holidays because of their age, I guess. But their favorites where from Halloween through new years… So there for those are the toughest for me, I have tried alot if your suggestions, but for the most part you don’t want to hurt anyone’s feeling’s so you just put that mask on that I’m sure that everyone is familiar with… I have worn this mask just about everyday for 10 years just wondering if anyone can help me take it off and keep it off and hopefully throw it away… Thank you for listening to my story…

  34. Oh, I am so sorry about the loss of your mom and that they holidays have been so tough. I love that you made a cake. I have always found baking to be really comforting. I actually wrote a post earlier this year about making my dad’s favorite cake to make myself feel better around the anniversary of when my dad died: https://whatsyourgrief.com/grief-and-baking-a-cake/. Last year I planned to make my grandmother’s holiday cookies, but I failed! I did end up doing something cool with her old recipes, which actually ended up being really comforting. https://whatsyourgrief.com/recreating-and-remembering-family-recipes-and-epic-fail/


  36. This will be the first Christmas since our youngest son was killed in an auto accident that the whole family will be together. He died in March of 2002. We have the added blessing of 2 grandchildren added to the mix and we are flying across the country to make this happen. There will be some sadness but the overall feeling will be one of joy and gratitude. God bless all the grieving souls this Christmas! <3

  37. Death is a life event and to that purpose I am encouraged and strengthened by the thoughts of Maya Angelou:
    “Courage is the most important of all virtues. Because if you haven’t courage, you may not have an opportunity to use any of the others.” Maya Angelou

  38. Pam, I’m sorry your family is facing your first holiday season without your husband. I’m sure he will be missed greatly is so many ways. How wonderful it is that your children will all be home with you, I know it won’t be easy for anyone but at least having each other helps a bit. I am sure your husband would have been proud of you all and BTW that Happy hour Christmas Eve sounds fabulous!!

  39. I lost my husband of 28 years on July 10th 2013, he got cancer and was gone in 3 weeks…I had no idea people could die that fast. I have 3 children 28,22,19 still at home and I am so happy about that. We haven’t lived near family since 1988 so being alone for Christmas is something we have done several times, we all agree we still want to have our Happy hour Christmas eve and Movie day on Christmas, I think my husband would be proud of us.

  40. Claudia – I feel the same way. The stories are so important. I keep reminding people that they don’t have to be afraid to share since many think they will upset me. I love hearing the stories, and so do the kids.

  41. Second Christmas without Bob for me – first Christmas and all holidays I think I was just numb – went thru the motions – some things I don’t even remember – this year it is all so real – a year of reflecting and remembering and learning to do – but he does still live in my heart and thru the memories we shared and that helps bring a warmth into my heart – stories we tell and smiles we share of him. I smile because he was a part of my life and it was a good life….

  42. My husband of 19 1/2 years was murdered on 4/12/2012 and the trial of his murderer begins in 75 days. I still struggle through the day to day stuff. Our three daughters (21,21, & 18) were all scattered last Christmas, me in England, girls in three different states and I ignored it. My husband loved Christmas, he was a big kid at heart and we established many, many traditions. I can’t do any of them. This year, our youngest and I are going to visit friends in Hawaii (we live in Alaska) for three weeks. Christmas on the beach will be as far away from our family traditions as we can possibly get. I gave my self permission to stop participating back in April of last year.

  43. Absolutely. In December of last year things were probably still surreal for you and your kids. Hopefully others will be understanding that the holidays will still be difficult, not just this year, but probably over the next few years. The pain of the holidays never fully goes away for many grievers. I hope you guys are able to find some ways to make the holiday just a little bit easier this year and for the years to come.

  44. My husband died suddenly near the end of September last year. With two kids and two family’s traditions to deal with during the holidays which seemed to arrive in rapid succession, I’m finding this year’s holidays harder to deal with than last year. Maybe I was still in shock. Maybe not knowing how I was going to feel made it easier. All I know for sure is that I’m praying that everyone will still be understanding even though “The First Year” is over. “The Second Year” stinks, too!

    • I lost my great granddaughter on Oct 14, 2016 she was just 3 months old! It has been unbearable SIDS is so unexpected. She was health happy and so precious! I didn’t get the time I thought I would have with her! I live in Ohio they live in Tennessee! Not only did we loose her but her mother my granddaughter is having such a very hard time she doesn’t know how to cope with her death. I thank God she has a seven year old son who needs her and he keeps her going. I don’t know how to help them or what to say. With no family close to her she is feeling abandoned and alone to deal with this tragedy! I want so to help her and to see her smile as she remembers her baby!

  45. I lost two sons in 2006 … One was 32 the other was 28 … They died 4 months apart … I still grieve … I think a part of me always will … But we still do holiday’s … We do them differently … These are excellent suggestions …

  46. I stumbled across your website from a friend who posted the original “64 Things I wish someone would have told me about grief” on FB. Thank you so much for your insights on that list as well as this one about the Holidays. My husband of 27 years, passed away on Dec. 19th, 2006. Needless to say, the Holidays can be treacherous waters to wade through. His funeral was 2 days before Christmas, so we kind of wrote that one off. The next year I took my three kids to Disneyland. We had a wonderful time having fun. He would have liked that very much. This year marks year 7 and I will take 2 of my grown kids, who will be visiting me, to the Hard Rock Cafe. He was a lover of Rock and Roll, so it seems fitting. I’ve learned to do unconventional things, if that’s what I feel like doing. That sometimes gets a rise from the other family members, but I’ve learned it’s not about them. The years come and go, we laugh, we cry, we love, we fight, and in the end, we are still his family. Although the pain seems to sit inside my pocket everywhere I go, I sometimes embrace it, sometimes let it sit for awhile and sometimes just smile and remember the good times we shared.

  47. Maybe you can all watch “It’s a Wonderful Life” together and take note as a group of parts that remind you of your brother. Even if everyone is in tears.

  48. These are very helpful suggestions. Just reading them got me crying and laughing to think of all the things I should/could share with loved ones. I lost my youngest son and his girlfriend to vehicular homicide on 11/13/11. It’s only been two years and we all still miss them terribly. I will be using many of these points of advice to help myself and the rest of the family to make this a happy holiday indeed.

  49. Thanks Alison! We are so glad that you find the content helpful and worth sharing with your families.

  50. Thanks for this! As we did with the “Back to School” post, we thank you for giving us permission to share with our families who are coping with loss. Your posts are always so helpful. Thank you for what you do.

    Alison Sayers
    Hospice of St. Mary’s Bereavement Volunteer

  51. My brother was killed in an auto accident that left our family reeling for a very long time. As we have moved through our grief one thing stands out to me: We have not taken a family picture since his death. It has been 9 years since his passing and I think it is time we have that done.

    Another thing, as I type this, is that I don’t think I have watched “It’s a Wonderful Life” in its entirety in those 9 years. It was just about a year before his death that my four siblings all admitted to owning that video and watching every Christmas season, without each other knowing about it. The last years of my brother’s life were full of love and he was happiest in that life than I had ever known him to be before. He touched many people and life would not be what it is today if he were not to have been a part of mine and I miss him.

Leave a Message

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *


WYG provides general educational information from mental health professionals, but you should not substitute information on the What’s Your Grief website for professional advice. Please check out terms and conditions here

National Suicide Prevention Hotline

National Suicide Prevention Hotline - 1-800-273-8255


Share Your Snapshot

Grief In 6 Words

Submit a Story to Us

What's Your Grief Podcast

Listen to our podcast